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Fairytale
'cause I don't care for your fairytales You're so worried about the maiden though you know She's only waiting on the next best thing Snow White is doing dishes again cause What else can you do With seven itty-bitty men? Sends them to bed and calls up a friend Says will you meet me at midnight? The tall blonde lets out a cry of despair says Would have cut it myself if I knew men could climb hair I'll have to find another tower somewhere and keep away from the windows

Tuesday, August 09, 2005,

-blink-

okay.
alot of things happened in the past few days.
shall just summerise it.

had x-country on friday.
hahahahhaa.
i din get any place lah.
i shall train for next year's.

went to daisy`s house on saturday.
helped to prepare food for the bbq.
kinda fun.
she have such nice parents and sister.
hmms.
the satay part was disgusting.
eeks.

sunday.
daisy`s birthday~
went to her house in the morning.
crap about.
stayed in the freezing conference room till 3+
ziming entertained bibi and i by walking around. haha.
rey entertained us with his magical magic tricks.

then went down for bbq.
i love marshmallows.
but some ppl..
donnoe how to eat marshmallows..
and in the end go play with it..
then try to use it to kill a fly.
cruelity!! spca!!
lols.

okay lah the party was more or less okay.
just some disputes and sadness here and there.
but overall..
it was okay i guess.
but there`s smth that made me super bushuang.
haha. shh.

hmms.
dad came home from china.
picked me up from daisy`s house at 11.
yawn.

today.
national day celebration.
lame.
screamt lots.
we are enthu ppl!!
hees.

went to jurong point for lunch.
with jerlyn, jerelyn, daisy, biana, ziming, hardy and rayson.
then went to ben`s house.
we were supposed to practice dance.
but in the end....

play station;
mahjong;
chit chat.

hahaha.

dance.
we are rubbish lah ppl.
audition`s this thursday.
and we are still so messy.
then don wanna cooperate.
what is this.

some of you.
slack here slack there.
when we all get together,
which is veryvery rare,
at least one of you will sit down and be like, damn restless.
then when you finally get your butt off the chair,
you dance with us,
but your moves are like shit.
haggard.
sloppy.
no energy.

i`m not saying that i dance very well or what lah.
but its the truth loh.

i just don understand why.
just when it seemed so successful.
some ppl have to ruin it all.

still,
the distance between myself and two of my very best frens are getting further and further apart.
neverminds.
i still have 3 other frens to rely on.
sometimes,
frens cant be too close to each other.

i realised.
that i actually like to be left alone sometimes.
though i will feel really left out [ which i usually do these days ],
silence is what i need to make some space for me to think.
so yeah.

next.
my big problem.
no one is really giving a damn about it.
so i guess i just have myself to solve my own problem.

thank you shawn, for hearing me out just now. =)

i feel so lonely nowadays.
i never felt like this in primary school days.
shrugs.
things change.

thanks biana, for not neglecting me.